Let me tell you about last week.
Last week I was so damn tired and so damn sad.
Last week I was heartbroken and weary and stressed to the max.
What a week it was. The last few weeks to be honest.
But this week here… this week is different!!
This week I’m different!
This week I’m excited!
This week I’m feeling energised and free!
So this is the week..this week I’m moving forward!
♥ Being a single mum isn’t easy, but I refuse to let it get me down. It won’t always be easy, but it certainly won’t always be difficult either. All my worries and fears I need to let go of. Starting NOW. Life is too short to be stressed and unhappy. I have a beautiful daughter and we have a bright future ahead. She reminds me of that on a daily basis.♥
Starting this week I will take it day by day and live the life I love.
I will tell myself every day that I am beautifully and wonderfully made.
This week here… this week is the start of greater things to come.
So this week….. and the next, I choose happiness.
It’s 9:09pm, January 6th 2016 when I start writing this. I’m in bed supposed to be getting a quick nap while my daughter sleeps. My beautiful little poop machine had her food and is now fast asleep next to me.
I have a draft post where I tell you all about the day I started to labour and when I had her, etc etc. But I was lying here watching her sleep, when she smiled. A smile that melts my heart a thousand times over. So I decided to write this post instead.
My daughter Milahn was born on November 28th 2015 at 9:31am via a c section. It was supposed to be December 3rd but I’ll explain in another post why that didn’t happen. So anywho November 28th 2015; a day that will forever be the best day of my life. The absolute fricking best yo!!
What could possibly top meeting your child for the first time? This precious cargo I carried for 40 weeks was finally here!! She is worth every hormonal crying session, the swollen feet and stinky pregnancy farts. She is my perfect little pudding pop.
As she lays here, I glance at her often to ensure she’s breathing. It’s amazing how many times a day I do this. When I look at her chubby cheeks and perfect little nose all I can do is smile. I love her so so much. I’m truly blessed. She has already made me a better person. The positive impact she has made is truly incredible.
Again she smiles in her sleep, showing off her adorable dimples. All I feel is undying love. I will do what I have to do to ensure she is well taken care of. I will protect her as much as I am able as she comes of age. She is my princess and I will raise a queen.
It’s now January 7th 2016, 6:11pm. I stopped to watch her sleep and ended up drifting off. Lol I’m a new mommy, I’m tired. I’m here pumping milk as I finish this post before my pumpkin wakes up, but all I want is to fall asleep. I keep turning back to check on her, and as usual she’s smiling in her sleep.
Hold up..You know mommy duties stopped me from posting this lol…
Better late than never yeah?